Conscience-Stricken

Feeling very sorry for something that you have done wrong at past, why? Because you mightn't or might know how to do that. A feel what is cause of your suffering in future. A feel which deal with you conscience. A feel that eats you like a worm. 

Conscience-Stricken is a purify process, which helps you to be in Love, instead of hatE. In my opinion, in conscience-stricken state, your conscience is trying to be free from bad points that are made by hate; and this is enough to have Love.

Lord! Give us weak eyes for things of no account, and eyes of full clarity in all your truth.

Soren Kierkegaard - The Sickness unto Death 

 

Wait for or ..

On the contrary, doing ambitiously, makes you feel better than wait to see what will happen. But if you do it hard and try to make your future, you will find that so many things are there which you can't change never. After sometimes, this contradictory will be attached to your entire life. 

Every flower in my heart becomes an ice fern. 37 II A 64I - Soren Kierkegaard