Philosophical Suicide - a misunderstanding of Kierkegaard's Philosophy

Religious, spiritual, or abstract belief in a transcendent realm, being, or idea: a solution in which one believes in the existence of a reality that is beyond the Absurd, and, as such, has meaning. Kierkegaard stated that a belief in anything beyond the Absurd requires a non-rational but perhaps necessary religious acceptance in such an intangible and empirically unprovable thing (now commonly referred to as a "leap of faith"). However, Camus regarded this solution, and others, as "philosophical suicide". 

Wikipedia - Absurdism

Why is it so? This misunderstanding - philosophical suicide - occurs because of having no experience of belief's state, which is not reachable for everyone. There could be also a misconception of goal of philosophy in human's life.

Lord! Give us weak eyes for things of no account (not importance), and eyes of full clarity in all truth.

The Sickness unto Death - S. Kierkegaard

Despair - S. Kierkegaard.

Despair is a sickness of the spirit, of the self, and so can have three forms:

1. being unconscious in despair of having a self (inauthentic despair)
2. not wanting in despair to be oneself
3. wanting in despair to be oneself

The sickness unto death - S. Kierkegaard.

 

If you are reading this, at least we can say that, there is a possibility for you to not be in state of (inauthentic despair) 1.

 

Despair: hopelessness of doing a thing in order to improve worrying situation. 

Conscience-Stricken

Feeling very sorry for something that you have done wrong at past, why? Because you mightn't or might know how to do that. A feel what is cause of your suffering in future. A feel which deal with you conscience. A feel that eats you like a worm. 

Conscience-Stricken is a purify process, which helps you to be in Love, instead of hatE. In my opinion, in conscience-stricken state, your conscience is trying to be free from bad points that are made by hate; and this is enough to have Love.

Lord! Give us weak eyes for things of no account, and eyes of full clarity in all your truth.

Soren Kierkegaard - The Sickness unto Death